First time swallowing

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First time swallowingSo I was 26 and remember the exact month and day this happened. I suspect that everyone does as it seems to be such a watershed moment for everyone. By ‘everyone’ I am referring to trans girls and men who date them. She was Latin/Mexican and dated on and off for many months. I recall it began as friends and he telling me how hard it was for trans women to find suitable straight male partners due to the acceptance thing.First a primer on ‘generalities’ regarding Latina transgender females. I can only speak for Mexicans and Central Americans in general as they are the only trans women I have ever been with. There may be outliers but this is the norm. Latin culture generally is very macho and growing up as a ‘Travesti’ comes with lots of challenges over and above what many Americans deal with. Trans girls are generally bullied constantly and often physically abused growing up. For many of them, this makes them either resent men (the gender they really desire) or perhaps for some get even later in life. For some, it makes them resilient and strong as a self-protection mechanism.Latin trans are normally uncircumcised unless they come from higher-class families and there is a certain ‘lore’ about circumcision in general. Some view having darker skin and being uncircumcised as a sign of being lower social class and dirty. If you date Latin trans women, dealing with foreskin is just part of the deal. It is not ‘dirty’ and No, an uncircumcised trans girl does not have a smelly or dirty penis.Skin tone is also a big controversial issue. To illustrate this, think about proportion regarding Latina trans porn. How many girls illegal bahis with a medium ‘caramel’ skin tone but having really dark pigmentation lines in their private areas do you see? Yeah not many…..girls who have a darker look around their perineum or sphincter ring often don’t seem to be featured as much. I am not alleging discrimination but merely making observations. I do know that some girls with this look are more self-conscious about it and that is a shame.The above description fit my lover….a caramel tanned look with a beautiful 6-7” much darker uncut cock. I was always amazed at the color contrast between her private areas and the rest of her body. I never commented on it as I knew she was self conscious about her color but it really turned me on. I was on my back lying down and she was straddling my chest and jerking herself off while looking down at me. My head was tilted back for what reason, I am not sure. I distinctly recall the feeling that went through my head as she unloaded in my mouth. I honestly thought she was peeing as it was bitter tasting and very thin and runny, not thick as I had expected.This all happens at warp speed of course so your mind is operating in nano-seconds mode. I decided to ‘collect’ it in my mouth at first and then decide after what nature guided me to do. Little did I realize that with my head tilted in this position, about half of the liquid naturally leaked past the sides of my tongue and just went down my throat. For me, it was not a ‘good’ physical taste but tolerable….so straight-up swallowing the other half was not terrible but just so unique. About a half second later I illegal bahis siteleri was beginning to pat myself on the back mentally for getting through it and then those two thick ropes of white goo dribbled out from beneath her foreskin.I was mentally and emotionally ‘tapped out’ at this point and I honestly thought about grabbing the hand towel on the bed next to us and spitting. I also didn’t want to ruin things for her so I just gently gripped down on the head with my lips so everything would be tidy and no mess. She was semi hard throughout this and never achieved full erection. On a 10 scale with “1” being totally flaccid and “10” being so hard she could hang a towel on it, I’d say she was at a “7.”These two strong ropes where a totally different story and not at all like that initial spurt of semi-runny liquid. The taste, smell, and texture were ‘all male’ to me and there is this flood of emotion that ran through my head as we locked eyes on each other. I had this sexy as hell good looking trans girl who smelled so feminine kneeling over me and delivering something that was so not feminine at all. I played with it in my mouth for a few seconds not really knowing what I would do. After she stopped jerking and moaning and looked down at me with sweat on her face and chest, she said, “Wait, I’ll get you some tissue, I understand what you are going through.”I just put up one finger signaling “Wait – I got this” and just swallowed it down. The very first thought that came to me was ‘big mistake’ as it didn’t go down nearly as easy as the initial load. It clung to the back of my mouth and down my entire esophagus like canlı bahis siteleri it was coating my throat. This was a feeling I was not ready for…I accept what I had just done and had no regrets but was not ready to be reminded of what I had just down every time I breathed and swallowed. The taste and smell stayed there. I got up and swigged a big drink from a bottled water. No dice, the taste and smell was still there. Luckily, I had a 6-pack of Mountain Dew in the frig and grabbed two of them for us. I popped the top and gulped about half of it. I played it off like everything was cool to her but I never felt completely comfortable till the texture, taste, and smell were gone. The macho in me came out and no way was I going to describe to her what I was going through physically and emotionally.Honestly, as a straight male, swallowing sperm for me was like ‘Superman’s Kryptonite’ as it does something to me mentally. It sort of killed my alpha instincts really and for what reason, I don’t know…..maybe it’s the realization of what I had just done, perhaps the very unnatural taste of something so clingy remaining hung in my throat, or smelling it as you breath. All in all, I was glad to have this mentally checked off my list. Dating trans women, I knew it was eventually going to happen at some point but when it finally does, you feel different…that’s all I can say. Did I ever do it again? For sure yes and every time after that was much easier than that first time. Managing expectations was key for me….it was and is different but if a guy is grounded and brave enough to openly date and have relationships like this, I think he should be flexible enough to at least try at some point and see if its right for him.Not all trans women are going to want to cum in your mouth and I found this out in other relationships. For those that do want it, at least I am no longer scared of it.

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